Wednesday, January 11, 2012

How 2011 treated me??

I started 2011 wid puke...lotz of puke...was feeling sick...remmber my dad took me n my sisters out n went 2 dis resort...yeah at freakin 12 am!! was awesome...some show was going on...but their food finished..:/ n v were super starving...so dad brought us 2 dis shop n ordered lamb chop...chicken chop..n much more..was feeling sick alredy but who cares..i wont get this foods in medan! so yeah..i wallup nicely n the next thing i ran 2 d bathroom n puked...but then i wasnt done...i still wanna eat! n 4 d 2nd time i ran 2 d bathroom but this time..there dis old man gonna enter d toilet..i told him i feel like puking n i cant hold..but he din care..bloody bastard...the next thing when he came out..ive alredy finish puking in front of d  toilet door!! he was like...err n she puked! so after tht,...i sit down 4awhile...but looking at d others eating..i just cant take it...n guess wat...rite b4 i left..i went bck 2 toilet...but it was locked! n i look at d floor...nomore my puke...i  feel bad 2 just vomit again..pity the ppl alrdy cleaned it..so i went 2 d sink...n blast out evrything...i actually caused a clogg at d sink..realizing tht...i just went off...my bad! so yeah..tht was new year...2011 was actually okay...n fun in april..june...july..the date july 14 is actually memorable...march was kinda bored...may passed quite fast..august..sept n oct was just living hell..being in medan..was so damn bored...november was reely good...enjoyed it...december past relly fast...got 2 know few new ppl...some lasted but some just poofed!! like in few days...was relly dissapointed..thts y...4 2012 i wanna b diffrent...im gonna expect less from any1..just stick 2 a  few ppl around me...thts it...n yeah..got 2 b more down 2 earth this year...n owh ya...how i ended 2011?? ended it wid tears..sending away my dearest cousin 2 her hubby..shes married..=)

P/s - i wish 2 have a serious relationship 4 dis year n get married in 6 years time! any1?^_^

Saturday, January 7, 2012

New Year...New Philosophies..New Inspiraions...NEW ME!!

Its 2012!! HAPPY WORLD END YEAR! =) so yeah...as usual...evry year i have my own wishlist...things to do..n things not 2 do...but of coz...only 30% will actually happen..;) so 4 dis brand new year...things i relly wanna change bout me is..i wanna balance my devil-ness n angel-ness...last year im more towards the devils... so b4 i cud b wid d angels...i thnk i shud balance it 1st..so yeah...i wanna improve more things in me...be better...n owh ya..i wanna b more carefree towards d outer world..as in..don give a damn watever ppl say..ive always b carefree but this time even more..! have to lower my pride too..at times i think im too good..but then turns out tht im not...i hate tht feeling...so yeah...this year i shud b more serious...im 19 n gonna b 20 dis nov...long time 2 go...n most important of all..more serious n less playful..hahaha..but 1 thing i can never change...my dramass....im not yasmeen if i dont create scene evry single day...hahaha....*cheers to my life!! n cheers 4 2012

P/S  my top wishlist 4 2012 is...PLEASE DONT END THE WORLD...im so young..n im gonna have a relly bright future...hwaaa~