well well...wat have v here...quite been a long time since i updated my blog...well..was kinda busy wid my studies n exams..n here i m today...at this very second..trying 2 figure out wat 2 write... *blank* hmm...cant think of anyting..im just gonna pour out wat im feeling ryte now...u c..ive been keeping this inside me 4 like..i donnow...57 years??*dont mind me..im kinda obsessed wid d number 57* i cant take dis pressure anymore...i m just TOO bored here in medan...i have no idea wat 2 do..its not that theres no nice place around..there are of coz..but im alredy bored wid all the places....n hey..i have 2 b here 4 another 4.5 years...gosh! ok thats a thing...one more thing is...im just sooo lonely...compare 2 my life in KL...it was just too awesome...no1 cud imagine how gr8 it was...its like...perfect...true definition of perfect..i got wat i want...eall d attention i need...all d food i love etc etc etc...evry1 around me was just too gooodd.....until now..i cant imagine how life cud change that much! like it just rotate 180 degrees...totally! darn...evrytime i think bout dis..makes me emo n sad...i really hate my life now...seriously...no joke at all...im just too lonely...like sooo lonely...so intimidated...n the ppl around me here is just too..i donno how 2 describe...they r just...hmm...sad case...okay...i shall stop crapping now..but at least i feel relieved...now u guys shud know...how things wont last...it will either get better..or worst which in my case...nothing is permanent...have 2 live through it...
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