Life cudnt get anymore AWKWARD..

Speaking of awkwardness..this is 1 of the feelings i relly dont like..well of coz..evry1 dont...the feeling where ur brain gera jammed n u dont know how u shud react the next sec n u definitely made urself look soooo stuuupid n there are lotz of things going on ur mind..u feel like banging ur head 2 the wall...or just drowning in missisipi river..or even shoot urself 4 being so dumb! arghh...darn! 1 of the awkward-est moment that i cud rmmber was recently..bout 3 or 4 weeks back...i was suppose 2 meet a frend whom i had not seen for more than a year...i din wanna meet him actually but he kept on insisting..n since im in kl so i thought y not just have a cup of coffee...i was suppose 2 meet him the nite b4 but then i canceled it last minute coz i felt unsecure..he maybe he was kinda upset...but hey..do i look like i care...u wanna meet me ryte..so anyway..i met him the next day..he was asking wether i wud b alone n i said yeah..n of coz i expect him 2 b alone too ut guess wat...i saw him sitting on a bench wid 5 of his frends! yes..5!! i was like WTH!! i stunted there 4 a sec...but then i just act cool n walk towards them..i sad hi 2 1 of his frends coz ive met him b4 too..b4 i cud even sit down my fren asked me.."wat happend 2 u"..i was like.."y??wat?? im fine."then he said.."no..ur looking fat!"(~,~) can u believe that! he din even let me sit yet..didnt even say hi!! my god..i was relly pissed off...i feel like slapping his face n punching him hard till he forgets his name!! i mean..im not mad coz he called me fat coz  i m n i dont give a damn..but from the last time i saw him..i lost bout 12kg!! he didn call me fat dat time!! such a dog...anyway bck 2 d story..then i sat next to him(controlling my anger).v just sat there for almost 5 minutes doing nothing..he was like talking 2 his frends n talking to me at d same time..i felt like a jerk...then i rmmbered my fren so i figured 2 text her just 2 ask howz shes doing since it was raining heavily wid thunderstorm..n of coz im gonna tell him wat that son of b**tch said...so i texted her " F**k him man! he said that im fat!! im so stressed!! ;/" after sending the text i turn 2 d other side..just looking around n stuffz...
Then..........


my frend (H) : ehemm..ehemm
   i acted like i din hear him n continue looking 2wards d otherside
H : hey..*smile* i think u shud check ur phone coz i think u sent some wrong messege??
   instantly i got wat he said...i was like SHOOT!! my faced became pale..then it turned red!!i was imagining myself jumping off niagara falls...i dint know how 2 react...wat shud i do next??? but thank god i din freaked out..just chill n relax..then i turned to him n he was showing me his phone...the text messege he got from ME...u guys shud know the text ryte?! the only thing i cud thought about was to just smile..so i smiled..the sweetest smile i cud make...
ME : ahahaha..din realised that..guess u shud just delete that.since its not 4 u ryte? come..ill delete it 4 u..(^;^)v
  i grabbed his phone(gelabah-ly) n deleted the text...pheww..i turned bck 2 him n wat else...smile..he smile 2.
H : ahaha..i think u shud resent it 2 ur fren ryte?
ME : yeah of coz...ill foward it ryte now..*showing him my phone..messege delivered to J*
H : good..
me:yeah..all good...i guess i shud call her here
H: y??
ME: since v r sitting here...not doing anything or going anywhere..ryte?


i was super sarcastic 2 him...padan muke!! then he said something 2 his frends n just woke up..he said "come"..haha..i just followed him..in the car...we talked n stuffz..din go anywhere actually coz was raining heavily n bad traffic..plus i need 2 get bck b4 8 coz i have a bus to catch at 10..v talked bout the things happened last year n he crap bout some of his life philosophy..kinda boring..sempat lagi i ngorat the guy in the next car! hahaha..but i talked alot! haha..pity him..at the end..after parking his car..i just get down n walk away..i din say nothing! not even bye! haha..mean ryte...but he din say hi ryte?? i just walk off to my fren n sit wid her..i feel relieved coz i can balas dendam 2 him..haha...im not gonna c him anymore..that wud be d last time!




P/S - talking bout weight huh..i used to b nearly obese last year..gosh!! but still..need 2 loose some fats..my mum said.."dont be fat..nobody will marry u later"..hahaha..i dont care! im gonna have my own life wid a good career in d future insyallah..